Saturday, April 14, 2007,
And i thought i'll be stronger without you by my side.
i've tried to hold back my tears of reluctance and unwillingness. i failed. But you were there for me once more. Just how long will i be able to bask under your never failing care for me..? I wonder.
Inside out
When i was young and free and
my imagination had no limits,
i dreamed of changing the world.
As I grew older and wiser i realised
the world would not change.
And i decided to shorten my sights
somewhat and change only my country.
But it too seemed immovable.
As i entered my twilight years, in
one last desperate attempt, I sought
to change only my family, those
closest to me, but alas they would
have none of it.
And now here i lie on my death
bed and realise (perhaps for the
first time) that if only I'd change
myself first, then by example i may
have influenced my family and with
their encouragement and support
I may have bettered my country,
and who knows, I may have
changed the world.
12:08 AM
