Saturday, April 14, 2007,
And i thought i'll be stronger without you by my side.
i've tried to hold back my tears of reluctance and unwillingness. i failed. But you were there for me once more. Just how long will i be able to bask under your never failing care for me..? I wonder.
Inside out
When i was young and free and
my imagination had no limits,
i dreamed of changing the world.
As I grew older and wiser i realised
the world would not change.
And i decided to shorten my sights
somewhat and change only my country.
But it too seemed immovable.
As i entered my twilight years, in
one last desperate attempt, I sought
to change only my family, those
closest to me, but alas they would
have none of it.
And now here i lie on my death
bed and realise (perhaps for the
first time) that if only I'd change
myself first, then by example i may
have influenced my family and with
their encouragement and support
I may have bettered my country,
and who knows, I may have
changed the world.
12:08 AM
Thursday, April 12, 2007,
Alright! an update about the orientation. feels like it has happened ages ago to me tho. haha. busy busy schedule recently :/hm. im hungry. xPokay. back to the point.Day 1
i realised Matt, Merissa, Natasha and Anqi were in the same sch as i am! which is SIDM of course. ohyea! lol.. since i was early and didnt had anything to do, i stood and observed. (the usual) haha. and i realised almost everybody was stoning in the own world. hohoho. all just stood at one little corner and shut themselves. isn't that scary. yea, it is. haha.So! we registered and omg! im in the same class as Matilda!! which is DM0705. haha. since dmd had spilt into 10 classes i think? lucky us! :D yeap. and so we sat... and wait.. and watch the ogls like they were putting is some kinda show. haha. did some icebreaking stuffs - . -then! we moved on to the theatre for the arts. ended up some lecturers and their welcome speech blasted me off to dreamland. haaaha. followed up was some.. walk around the school. dam big, dam tired. basically, nothing interesting.Day2!And then i realised my class consists of 6 girls and 11 guys. they were nice people and stuffs.. pretty entertaining. haha. By then i've already got to know a few good budds! ;) And they were---(drumroll)----- holly the bunny! HAHA. it rhymes. and matt! our assistant ic. Baoxin the oh-so-pretty. xD and not forgetting debbie and nadhirah! :)so we were once again listening to talks. and there was this tablet we were so encouraged to buy.. which is oh-so-expensive. haha. That's not the only thing i'll need to get though, because later that day, we were told to get those necessities like pencils.. portfolio.. many many more. I am foreseeing a big hole in my pocket. and ohyea! we are named as the HODGEPODGE!! cute name, isn't it? ;)2nd day in school and we already had to stay in school till like 930(altho sch closes at 9) to draw some board that we were supposed to finish by day3.

Day3 The day started early to discuss about the cheer, the skit, and the board that we had to present and the end of the day.But anyway, it was games day! first up was dodgeball! haha. i was kinda lost since i've forgot the rules of the game. but somehow managed to evade most of the balls. hahaha. was like the last few survivor until some bian tai threw a ball which hit somewhere near my butt. -.- but i've got to say there's this really lucky guy who managed to randomly walk around the "ring " and missed, the literally raining balls. haha. followed up was this some kinda guessing game that we have to do the handsigns and the rest got to guess the title of the movie. yea! i think we fared really well for that cos the people guessing did a really great job. haha.

then there were more games like the caterpillar (which we lost), and the longest race thingy whereby you'll have to add whatever items u have and whoever reaches the end first wins the game. (we lost this too) haha. and erm.. previously that dodgeball game i mentioned?... we lost once again. haha. but its okay! since we did soo well for that guessing game, i guess that means we hodgiepodgies are really good at using our brains! hahaha.. xDohyea. the lecturer was such a spoilsport! we alr had our first assignment. :( It was finally time to perform! haha. there was this horny jackson character, pink fairy.. and gaydon thingy.. its gay stuffs man. but the guys wanna act gay. so let them be. xP haha. it was pretty funny and the audience responded pretty well. so much for our last minute work. heehee. the cheer was also not too bad! haha. short and *ahem* sweet. lols. infact! i think the overall was nice! haha.. altho we didnt win anything in the end, im still proud of our class! ;)

12:21 AM